17October2014 [FAN] SPARKling Magic of YUCHUN


SPARKling Magic of YUCHUN

“Something has changed within me, something is not the same,
I’m through with playing by the rules, of someone else’s game…
Too late for second-guessing, Too late to go back to sleep…
It’s time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap!”

Did you believe in magic as a child? Were you drawn to magical creatures, fables, and stories? Were you a fairy princess? Or were you a witch? As you grew older, coming across proof of every kind that “There Were No Such Things” did you surrender your magical world to the practical world of adulthood? Or was a tiny part of your heart remained unsullied, waiting to be filled with new tales of the mystical, love and magic?

Knowing Park Yuchun is like a magical experience for me. It’s no different from walking into a field of belle flowers or taking a hitch on the back of a dragonfly. I see stars, I see rainbows, I see a Prince. I guess that place in my heart I reserved for magic is still intact.

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I am an ordinary citizen of the Philippines, a working mother, a wife, a daughter and a lover (in my dreams) of Mr. Park Yuchun. Hahaha! Just kidding. I have to confess I am not a typical Filipina lady. In other words, I am unlady-like. My friends call me “bakla” (gay) because I don’t act like a lady. We Filipinos put so much stock in women acting like a lady, especially the older generation. I do my best, but in the end I just act spontaneously, which is to say, the opposite of being a lady. LOL. Whenever I see pictures or videos of Mr. Park I begin to lose myself. I cry, I laugh, I fly, I dream. Okay, I know I’m a wife and a mother. But can anyone blame me? My heart and mind tell me this is a very special man. He may seem like a boy-next-door, but he is a one in a million boy-next-door that every girl is dreaming of. I don’t know if it’s only a trick or a spell he has put me in. But I’m telling you I am completely under his spell that I don’t know if this enchantment will ever be broken.

It was my love for watching movies and dramas that led me to Park Yuchun. My favorite kinds were suspense and love stories. Five years ago I started watching Korean Dramas. When I got hooked on one drama I used to finish within 3 days, sleeping very late with just a cup of coffee or two for company. But it only happened when my friend was able to point me to a really good story. Or when there was a long holiday vacation. It was around early part of 2013, I came home from long hours of work complete with back pains and the beginnings of a headache. I tried to relax by watching the television, but I wasn’t really into it. Suddenly, a man appeared on the screen. He was a slim, long-legged man wearing a gray sweater. He was standing and waiting for something or someone. His long eyelashes looked like they were glittering and his pointed nose looked like it was saying “hello!” to me. It was “Rooftop Prince,” said the announcer in our local channel. The story seemed quite good and funny. I wanted to watch it, but how? It was going to be aired during day time when I was at work. Weeks passed and I didn’t realize the drama had ended. After a month, another drama was advertised on the same local channel and this “SAME MAN” again appeared.This time he was wearing a black cardigan and he was crying a lot. He looked devastated in some scenes. Seeing that man crying, a part of my heart was wrenched with sadness. That’s right, it was “I Miss You.” Since I liked Eun Hye (she’s really beautiful) and the story promised to be good, I planned to watch it since it was going to be aired at night. But unfortunately, because of my workload during those times, I came home very late at night most of the time. Without realizing it, the drama came to an end (again) without me seeing it. But the memory of that man crying somehow got stuck in my mind. In April of 2014 there was a long holiday in the Philippines, it was a chance for me to do movie/drama marathon.

Immediately when vacation started, I got my laptop and began searching for “I Miss You”. I finished the series in two days. I think in those two days I cried more tears than all the tears I’ve cried my whole life. Ok, ok maybe that’s an exaggeration, but not by much haha! After that, I felt sort of low and empty. I wanted more. I browsed for another drama to watch. I didn’t know which drama to choose so I searched for the Top 10 Korean Drama Series. Then I saw again Rooftop Prince which was ranked 4th. I got really curious then, so I started watching the series. Episodes 1-2-3 and so on passed like just all other series for me. At episode 11, a sudden Boom!!! went off. THE MAGIC BEGAN! From that moment up to Episode 20 I was under a spell. How do I explain it? I felt like I was starting a relationship with Prince Lee Gakhaha! So many times did I imagine I was Park Ha!

“Can’t I make you understand?
You’re having delusions of grandeur:
I’m through accepting limits
‘Cause someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid
Of losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love, it comes at much too high a cost!”

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I began to dig who is the man behind Prince Lee Gak. At that moment I realized his acting was so amazing! And I wanted to bang my head on the wall for my delayed reaction. It took me one year! I recognized his talent in IMY but I don’t’ understand why I didn’t see the fatal charms. I don’t know what happened between I Miss You and Rooftop Prince for me to get bulldozed with the way he smiled, with the way he stared at “me” (or the camera haha). I suddenly saw how handsomely he dressed, how sexy his wide forehead was, how tantalizing his eyes were, how manly those broad shoulders were, and his lips! OMG his lips! Episode 11 totally changed my life..Ahhhhh!!! Wikipedia became my bestfriend. I found out this man Park Yuchun wasa best friend, a caring brother, a loving son, an amazing actor, a soulful singer, a big-time performer, a gifted composer, a courageous man. Besides his physical attributes, it was his admirable character that left me open-mouthed with admiration of this man. What a very generous and down to earth man. If I could be allowed to add something to all those descriptions in Wikipedia, I would add Park Yuchun is my forever sunshine.I read all facts about him: favorite color, habits, food, even the size of his… hmmm… shoes! Hahaha Yes! I also found out he is a member of JYJ!

So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
“Everyone deserves the chance to fly!”
And if I’m flying solo
At least I’m flying free
To those who’d ground me
Take a message back from me

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He makes me happy and he is one of my inspirations. He is like a family member to me. At this moment my phone is full of Yuchun videos and photos. He is even included in my prayers. Listening to his songs, watching fancams, joining Twitter to get news about him and chatting with Chunsa friends are more delightful than chocolates. Right now I am contented and happy with my simple life. I want my son to be like him someday, to be an inspiration to others, to be the best son, best brother, best friend and eventually a husband a girl would be so blessed to have. Knowing and admiring Mr. Park is a big privilege for me. And because of Mr. Park, I found this blog, PYCSGFC, which is home to a lot of beautiful Chunsas whom I now call friends. Thank you PYCSGFC Admins. Yuchun is such a lucky guy to be loved by fans like you.

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I wish I were a fairy. I would scatter sparkly fairy dust all around Park Yuchun, grant him all the fairy wishes he wants, and we shall create lovely fairy music together.

They’ll never bring us down
Unlimited
Together we’ll be the greatest team
There’s ever been
Dreams, the way we planned ‘em
If we work in tandem:
There’s no fight we cannot win
Just you and I defying gravity
With you and I defying gravity.

(My favorite song from Wicked Musical – “Defying Gravity”)

Godbless- Choylyn

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23 comments

  1. WOW! this is such a wonderful piece! Daebak!
    I love it… ❤ ❤ ❤
    thank you @Choylyn for sharing…

    I am so happy you found MAGIC in Yuchun, he really makes us believe in Magic…
    and I love what you said – He is your "forever sunshine"

    "I felt like I was starting a relationship with Prince Lee Gak" – Choylyn
    ——– hahaha!!! this is really funny… I can imagine how you feel…
    because I am also under Lee Gak's spell hahaha!!!

    anyways, I love everything you have said in here… definitely Mr. Park brought us Chunsas together…
    with the help of the generous and hardworking Admins/Chunsas of this blog PYCSGFC…

    so Thank You Admins for sharing wonderful fan stories like this…
    Thank You Admins for all your efforts in maintaining this blog…
    I am really glad I found genuine Chunsas here…

  2. Thank you Choylyn, for this amazing fan account. Ep 11 did it, right? I couldn’t pinpoint any episode in particular, but for me, it’s Sungkyunkwan Scandal. This drama started me on this journey of discovering who is Park Yu Chun.

  3. thank you so much Admin for posting it here 🙂 I find this place so comfortable to share my encounter in him…
    @Ps ur right! it was begin in Episode 11…I must say SKKS is very good drama too…I like it too…but RTP is my first love thats why It was…nevermind! haha we have different path but one destination its all for loving him…
    @Enyla thank you so much girl…I am so much fluttered in ur kind of words…what did you say?Your under Lee gak spell too? haha good luck girl! Yes definitely this blog composed of loveable and genuine Chunsa’s..
    @thanks everyone who enjoy this piece..and special thanks to Chunworm who helped me a lot for doing this…

    I love you all lets fly high for him…haha

    • You’re welcome, Choylyn! It’s so nice to hear that you feel comfortable sharing your story with us…thank you so much for that! 🙂 We actually enjoyed reading your story as much as everyone did. Thank YOU too for supporting this blog. 🙂

  4. @Choylyn, WOW! That is so well written. I love the way you express your thoughts .And thank you, @Chunworm for your effort too. It warms my heart whenever I read how chunsas came to love Yu Chun. From SKKS like @Pink Sapphire to Rooftop Prince like @Choylyn. Episode 11 ? Hmm…. what is it about Ep 11 that made you fall ?

    For me, it was from Episode 5 of SKKS onwards. Like you, “something” inside just went off ! And it never came back.

    I am just waiting for the day when I can read someone confessing it was Dong Sik in Haemoo who floored her.

  5. @6002 my dream…thanks a lot dear..haha when I saw him how manly driving bicycle hahaha…Its kinda weird thing but its true I love seeing his beautiful broad shoulder he looks manly and when he hug you, you can feel secured 😛 oh?!!! hahaha

  6. @choylyn

    I was only at 2nd sentence of your story and I was already like “Oh this is gonna be fun!” Haha! I was right. I felt there was really a kind of magic with this man. Although we experienced it at different times, but still the outcome were all the same: we were put totally under the spell of this remarkable man. Well, you already know he did it to me at Ibushio! Haha!

    “Right now I am contented and happy with my simple life. I want my son to be like him someday, to be an inspiration to others, to be the best son, best brother, best friend and eventually a husband a girl would be so blessed to have.” – This is my favorite part that made me teary eyed. I don’t see “Bakla” here. I see a lady, a mom who has found a role model for her son.

    • @Chunworm thank you for giving me the courage to write my fan account…and for helping me..I hope everyone who loves Yuchun read this and share magic too..I promise I’ll do another fan account with u when we meet face to face haha
      I love you Chunworm Unnie♥

  7. @Lyn… i love how your fairytale ended with a “happily ever after”, like how everyone wants theirs too, mine ended like yours.. i love how the prince got you big time, how wikipedia became your bestfriend, how your handphone is full of YuChun now..

    well…. i think your fairytale has no ending, our fairytales with him as our prince will forever be playing; with fairies and witches too..

    Thank you for this.. i enjoyed every twist and turn, every miss and bulls eye in the end.. this piece is magical, interesting, and full YuChun; i love every bits.. (“,)

    and like you, i thank PYCSGFC’s Admins for being the bridge in meeting beautiful chunsas like you and this blog for giving us a place we can call home, chunsas home, our haven.. (“,)

    now i learned something more about you too @lyn.. i’ll see you soon coz We promised each other to meet again..

    let’s have a long journey together with YuChun..

    With much love..

  8. @Chunworm, no, no, not the lowest deck. You have watched “Haemoo” and we know what happened at the lowest deck where they kept the fish !! Oops ! Spoiler alert !

  9. @Choylyn, hmm…. what about the time when he was cycling with Senna , his Crown Princess reincarnated? It’s the same broad shoulders, same manly behaviour. Only with different girl.

  10. @Chunworm, NO! NO! NO! Not the engine room. Yu Chun is too busy there to notice you. Unless you bring your own instant noodles.

  11. What a magical, witty, poetic, playful and Yuchun-filled piece rolled into one you have there @choylyn! I had fun reading and drawing pictures in my head with every scene in this wondrous fan account. This man Yuchun, really is enchanting! Explanations are in every chunsa’s heart.

    Like you, I also became more close friends with google and youtube when I started until I came to know this blog where I met a lot of lovely Chunsas and felt at home. Thank you PYCSGFC for your continues love and support to Yuchun. 🙂

    • @seasidewandererpyc thank you thank you….I appreciate your compliments….Only this blog takes me to courage to share my fan accounts..and its true I felt it is my home, our home… 🙂

  12. Hi @seasidewandererpyc, haven’t seen you for a while here . Choylyn wrote such a wonderful article, didn’t she?

    Reading it makes me feel all warm inside , knowing chunsas around the world have this bond with Yu Chun which is hard to describe but we all know how it feels.

    • Hi @6002mydream, yes she did! And I enjoyed every bits of it!

      I’ve been busy with this and that… And I am due in 2-3 weeks from now! Yikes!!! 🙂 Though I am not that active as before, my feelings for YC hasn’t change.. ^.^

  13. @seasidewandererpyc, take care. We look forward to the new baby arrival. I hope you get to watch Haemoo before the baby arrives. 🙂

  14. @6002mydream, thank you. I would really want to do that. But as much as I want to, I am no longer allowed to board on a plane to Manila… :/

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