16September2014 [FAN ACCOUNT] Hong Kong : A Painted Memory


Hong Kong : A Painted Memory

♡A Precious Meeting♡

Hong Kong, I’m here…. It thrills my every cell, meeting some JYJ fans and my chunsa friends, see JYJ especially Park YuChun perform live; my dream, my prayer, my journey to the unknown; getting lost, achy feet, tiredness seeped through every muscle, but still smiles can be seen in each other’s faces knowing we’re experiencing it together; everything is worth it, the sacrifice, the happiness, the sadness; this trip will be etched forever in my heart, I’ll do it again in a heartbeat and I bet they feel just the same…

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AsiaWorld-Expo, let’s rock…. Filled with people I don’t even know, different races, different faces, but with same goal as mine, to support Park YuChun, to support JYJ; we asked each other where  free goods are given, bought official goods together we now treasure much, waited for hours till the concert, sitting on the floor eating late lunch; telling stories like there’s no tomorrow, smiles given genuinely, laughter echoes from everywhere, an experience worth remembering; entering the hall and seeing how it’s starting to fill up,  chanting and shouting can be heard, lights out and the music started, then lights focused on a direction where they appeared, the party I’ve been waiting, we’ve been waiting far too long just started…

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♢6002, My Sweet Dream♢

The first time I laid my eyes on him and saw him directly, his real self, my heart feels like it’s going to jump out of my chest and my brain is doing crazy stuffs like it’s starting to imprint what’s in front of me; the prince of every princess, the god of every goddesses, the Mickey of Minnie, the Donald of Daisy, the Shrek of Fiona; the missing piece of puzzle, the answer to every question, the truth to the unknown, the man in my so called dreams…

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The first time I saw him sing and heard his voice I was enchanted by him; the way he closes his eyes, tilt his head back, holding the microphone, losing himself like his world only have notes flying around him and loving him deeply; I’m lost with him in the world he just created, connecting souls, linking hearts, reaching minds…

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The first time I saw him dance and moved gracefully my eyes just find its way to his direction; those hip thrusts, those swaying broad shoulders, those hands that move flawlessly, those feet that never stop until the music stops, heavy breathing; every move my eyes follow, every intake of breath I swallow, every wink my heart skips a beat, every biting and licking of lips just taste too sweet…

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His presence was overwhelming that when I opened my heart to him I went too deep, too far not wanting to leave, the spell is too much I was hypnotized and saw a man with wings; an angel, a beautiful creature, a free spirit, a delightful soul; the epitome of perfection in my eyes, a role model to most, an inspiration to chunsas, my guardian angel in disguise…

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 ♧6002, My Beautiful Nightmare♧

Yes….. We were under the same roof, almost breathing the same air, probably more or less than a hundred meters away from each other, but it still feels like we’re an ocean away; not destined to really meet, just to admire him from afar like I always do, fate doesn’t allow us to really cross each other’s paths; he goes left I go right, he flies I fall, he swims I drown…

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Now….. Every memory is starting to blur and fading slowly and it’s scaring the most out of me; lines now turning segments, colorful pictures now turning black and white and grey, happiness now turning into sadness; I long for his smile, I long for his voice, I long for his moves, his presence I miss the most…

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And this….. I’m trying to hold on to the memory but it seems like my hand is slipping, I’m still fighting for what’s left of him; maybe 2 and 1/2 hours is not enough for him and I, maybe because I want that night to be filled with happiness but ended up being heart broken having to let him go, maybe I just don’t want that very moment to end; he’s my rain and my sunshine, my day and my night, my sweet dream and my beautiful nightmare…

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☆The Return of the King☆

I’ll do everything to retrieve this precious memory because it feels like a string was already cut…. I’ll go back to square one and tie a strong knot to keep it attached forever in me even if it’s a blur or faded…. I better have tidbits of that moment rather than not have any….

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With much love..
abbie.gaile
 
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Shared by: ParkYoochunSGFC

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8 comments

  1. @Abbie! I love your fan account! Beautifully written! Thank you!

  2. Oh how do I not cry?
    The thing that warms us, is also the thing that tears us apart.
    Such an exquisite man, unblemished in our dreamlike trance.

    Thank you, beautiful Abbie, for the vivid memory,
    For the vibrant paintings of your mind.

  3. WOW! @Abbie, dear Abbie, how can Yu Chun not read this? He will cry at the beauty of your expressions.

    @Chunworm, “Such an exquisite man, unblemished in our dreamlike trance.”

    When we put 1 poet and 1 writer together on a plane to HK to see a JYJ concert, what do we get? They mesh and become 2 poet-writers, worthy of our admiration.

  4. Love this another beautifully written piece @Abbie! It brought back some of my almost faded memories too. And oh! Happy monthsary! It’s 1 month since we saw YC performing live for the first time! 🙂

    But I couldn’t stop laughing seeing those pictures, we looked so funny! Lol

  5. Abbie,

    Thank you for sharing your memory of YC with us. Reading your story and close my eyes I felt like I was there with you cheering for the man we loved and admired.

  6. Dearest Abbie, thank you for sharing your piece…And now, the memory has to be engraved somewhere deep inside your heart….
    because “mind can forget but HEARTS cant”

    “It thrills my every cell, meeting some JYJ fans and my chunsa friends”

    Oh! where does the other Chunsa peeps you along with? I hope they can share memories like you did… 🙂

  7. @abbie.gaile

    thank you for sharing your wonderful memory with Yuchun.
    It warms my heart knowing your feelings and I felt tears in my eyes…
    you have shared to us a lovely and sincere encounter with Yuchun, even if you saw him in a distance…
    Your magical experience with JYJ/Yuchun and other Chunsas together is really special.
    I can feel your love for Yuchun and I am so happy for you and the other Chunsas that you have met in HK.

    I want to hug you right now… *hugs*

    abbie, you are amazing with words…
    This is one fantastic piece of writing… such a genuinely heartwarming story.

    I am really grateful because I am knowing more Yuchun not only from interviews or news
    but also from a true heart of a Chunsa. You have shared not only your heart but also a wonderful man through your words…

  8. @PS… beautifully written?? Ooohhh thank you for the compliment.. that made me smile..

    @CHUNworm… you have to share something coz i know you have painted some memory under your sleeves too.. the poet in you starting to show up… looking forward for a piece from you..

    @6002mydream… i always dream that YC could read every thing i’ve written just for him and i hope someday this dream i have prayed for will be granted..

    @seasidewanderedpyc… i’m glad that this brought the memory of the concert back.. yes…. it’s been only just a month but why does it felt like it’s already been years..

    @Blia lee… if the effect on you is like you’re also there at the concert with us after reading it, i guess my feelings really escaped in this piece.. thanks to you too..

    @choylyn… yes…. that’s what i did, the reason why i finished this account.. some are still faded but i think i can still make a picture out of it..

    @enyla… i’m glad that you could feel what i felt during my journey in HK.. it means i did good and i want that hug.. we still have a long journey in deciphering YC.. he’s full of surprises and the effect of him you can’t even explain.. what i wrote is one example on YC’s effect on me..

    thank you all for such lovely words and compliments… i think it’s too much knowing i’ve done not as much… i hope i brought you to where i’ve been and felt what i exactly feel in this journey..

    Again…. thank you all so much..

    With much love..

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